I always wondered what it would be like for fantasy and reality to merge into one. 

Then I met you.

The wondering stopped, and the raw mind melting moment of your smile meeting my every expectation became more apparent than ever.

There where days I dreamt of women such as yourself. Lying in the sun, staring toward the distant nothingness of clouds. Simulating what that perfect person would be like. What they would feel like. And most of all, how they would make me feel. But as a pessimist, I thought it be just that - a fantasy. A satirical and dark comedy in my minds eye, knowing I'd never be able to have what my dream state so fervently yearned for. 

But then I stumbled across you. Clumsy and awe struck, I couldn't bring together any way to act upon what I saw in front of me. Perplexed that my mind wondered for years, and pondered deeply behind closed doors about what you would look like. But never could I imagine this. Reality's creations are more wondrous than the figments of my brain's imagination. It has out performed my expectations and made my grey matter look like a hamster on a wheel. 

Each realm has now passed over the other, and I'm uncertain as to what plane I find myself in. I'm tumbling down the rabbit hole and all I can hope is that I land dead flat bedside you. 

Photographer: Charlemagne Olivier
Model: Beki Adams